Posts in chemotherapy
Bold Journey into Burnout

I was working in the Palliative Care Unit at Vanderbilt when the pandemic hit. Palliative Care is a specialty in medical care that focuses on treating the symptoms of a disease that cannot be cured. Sometimes it leads straight into end of life care in a short period of time. I had been doing this work for the past 7 years and found it rewarding and that it was my calling.

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Gratitude Act

I know it’s fairly typical in November to reflect on ‘gratefulness,’ but for me this year it is imperative. I’ve taken a deep deep dive into the realm of healing and I’m still soaking in its warm salty bath and breathing its breezy and pleasant air. In fact it’s so great here I’d like to stay! Maybe there is a way.

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Intermission

OH PLANS!!! I’m still making them, just more and more cautiously and less frequently. This week I felt depressed for a few minutes because I didn’t have anything to do requiring advanced amounts of my brain or talent of any sort. I wanted to rejoice that I’m now planning ‘resting,’ and I’m finding it but not without some despair. I want to be useful. “What am I doing with my time?” I am called to be of service in my life, yet right now I must serve me. It is a mysterious ride to be on, and I feel like I’m going around and around with i

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